That said, I'd still like to think that we managed to achieve something - at the very least we now have a siRNA construct that seems to knock down rat AKAP2 pretty effectively. Plus, I've learnt a great deal in terms of specific techniques as well as some less obvious (but no less important) skills. I've started my placement year in a pharmaceutical company, and although the sort of work here is completely different, I feel that because of this studentship I'm more confident in a laboratory environment.
I've also started thinking more about what I'm doing - why I'm doing each step, and also the ultimate goal of the experiment. Maybe it's just me or the education system I had to go through, but I used to (and still occasionally have the tendency to) just accept whatever I'm told without much independent thought. Even in undergraduate practical sessions, it's too easy to just follow the instruction 'recipe' that's often provided. I've experienced firsthand that research isn't always as neat and clear cut as I'd expected; you can think of possible results, but even those don't always work out. What makes it all worthwhile are the moments when something does go right. Then you're hooked. PhD, maybe?
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try again. Then again, there's always skydiving."Someone, sometime, in the lab.